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The Minneapolis shooter left behind a disturbing memoir with details that could certainly make someone’s skin crawl.

Robin Westman, 23, born Robert Westman, wrote down what the Daily Mail called an “ode to death,” titling it, ‘But Not The End,’ discussing fears and “regrets that my name not be known for something more.”

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As the Daily Mail noted, this letter was written during Westman’s time at the St. Thomas Academy, which is an all-boys school. Westman reportedly only went to the school for three months. Westman graduated the eighth grade from Annunciation Catholic School in 2017. What is even more terrifying to this darkness is now what experts are finding out about where the cold-blooded killer may have been connected to an “extremist network of nihilistic terror groups,” the Daily Mail reported.

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The Daily Mail also noted that groups such as 764, COM, Order of the Nine Angles and No Lives Matter have influenced school shooters for years, but have largely been unknown to the general public. All the groups, in essence, deal with the dark themes of Satanism and Nazism. Reportedly, the young kids most affected by these groups get caught up into them through gaming outlets like Roblox.

Westman also wrote about feeling “tired of being trans,” desiring to have “never brain-washed” himself, according to the New York Post.

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“I regret being trans…I wish I was a girl,” Westman wrote. “I just know I cannot achieve that body with the technology we have today. I also can’t afford that.”

The New York Post also reported that Westman had gone through a recent breakup with an unnamed person, and that he left behind a horrifying letter where he talked about wanting to murder children, saying, “I know this is wrong but I can’t seem to stop myself.” In this same letter Westman also claimed to have “traits of empathy, self-sacrifice and good character.”

This example shows us the twisted, dark ways that Satan tries to get ahold of people and work the darkest, most vile evils possible through anyone who is willing. It also shows that transgenderism does indeed lead to mental and emotional instability for those who go down this route. Instead of celebrating it, this should be a sign to parents that allowing children to transition will not provide them fulfilment as they were promised, but rather confusion and turmoil.

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Now, as we grieve the loss of the two children who died in the Annunciation Catholic School shooting, let us rally in prayer for the families affected by this horrific tragedy. Let this moment be the one where we see that we must call evil for what it is: evil. God has not asked us to take a seat on the bench, but to be the light to the world.

Abby Trivett is content development editor for Charisma Media.

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