How do I actively trust God enough to not only give up something, but give up the resulting pain and sorrow and disappointment?
Do you know what I mean? What does giving up my stuff to God look like? I tend to give my things to God and then ask for them back.
God, I trust You with my kids, but …
God, You can have my finances, but …
God, I understand Your commands, but …
God, I know You’re there to listen, but …
God, I need Your grace, but …
God, I believe You have a plan, but …
Does anyone else struggle with this? Am I the only one who takes everything back and heaps it onto my own back again and again and again?
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light” (Matt. 11:28-30, NIV).
Honest to goodness, I have no idea why I take stuff back. It doesn’t make sense, really. I know that God’s plan is best. I know that His way is best. I know that His timing is best. I know that His care is best.
I know that He is the best at carrying my burden—and yet I take it back. As if …
